Everything to me.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

after 11 yrs of sweat, emotions, hand-twisting pieces, complicated notes and moments of impossibilities...

tmrw's the last day.
the last time i'll sit infront of a musical examiner.
the last time i'll hurt my fingers
the last time i sit on that chair
the last time..

but..
it'll the first time i take an exam with a grand piano.

today's the last day of preparation.
notes, rhythm, technicalities, pedalling, character, emotions, feelings
all have to be perfected by tonight.
or else by tmrw morning.

{ 8:13 PM }

Monday, May 28, 2007

all thanks go to Eunice and Candice for getting me the ultra-belated bday gift (it's nvr too late unless i'm 19 liao)..
i didnt realise it's a rather branded brand (aka must be ex rite?)..
would have loved a skinny tie instead but i still love it. i shall wear it for nxt Sunday's Formal Wear. heh :)

5 more days..

Piano ATCL Diploma Exam
@ Kawai Music Centre (Parkway)
1st June, Friday 1040am.

if u're reading this, u can do the following..
1) spend 1 minute to pray for me
2) encourage me by tagging
3) email me an emo letter
4) write a letter and mail it to me (highly discouraged, cos by the time i receive it, exam over liao)
5) gimme another belated birthday present =)

"You do your best & God will do the rest!"
whoa.. God be the solution

{ 12:09 AM }

Thursday, May 24, 2007

it's getting way too quiet.. too silent..

like He's not saying anythin..

but i chose to say the words, "Break Me"..

i don't like this one bit..

but i wanna hold on.

that's the only way..

{ 11:19 PM }

Sunday, May 20, 2007

heroes is ending. i'm sad..

"Save the Cheerleader. Save the World"

{ 12:48 AM }

okay i'm here with the awaited movie review of Spiderman 3...

on a whole.. i thud it was great show. i mean, with the addition to the original cast, and with the 3 villians, i cant help but say that the movie fitted very nicely.

sam raimi once said that the 1st movie was about Puberty and being a teen, showing how peter figured out his powers and see how he slowly morphed into the superhero.

the 2nd one was about being 18yrs old. peter starts seeing the difficulties of the real-world, jugglin b/w work, studies, relationships, auntmay and superhero duty. it's smth that alot of pple can relate to.. the stress, the pressure.. the feelin of giving up.

this 3rd one focus on adulthood. u see how he has learnt that balance in the things in his life. u see how his relationship is workin out fine and how spiderman has gained a certain amt of popularity within the country. but as a adult, it's always abt relationships. this movie focus alot on that area... in my opinion, abit too much. that's why it got abit draggy..

the battle scenes were gd. the way how venom was potrayed, was awesome. i dont mind being a Venom fan, if it aint for his teeth and weird tongue. the black spidey suit and venom's suit were thumbsup man.
i oso enjoyed how the black suit featured the weakness of spiderman. i mean it's cool to see ur superhero struggle, showing that apart from his web-slinging abilities, sticky hands/legs and under the red/blue suit, he's still Peter Parker. he's a human.

and the fact that peter struggled with relationship problems, choosing b/w gwen stacy and mary.jane. (i somehow prefer gwen stacy's smile)

to me.. spidey 3 shows the human side of a superhero. i totally like it.

but here for some flaws...
1) why is topher grace acting as Venom? venom is supposed to be more vicious and bigger size.. topher grace, who's from That 70's Show totally didnt fit that role. a comedian as venom? hmm..
2) how come sandman become so huge at the final battle? damn stupid lah..
3) the crane part was really cool, but seriously can the crane really be so darn accurate and hit gwen stacy and the ____th floor? hmm..

oh wells... it's still 8 outta 10 stars, i guess.. i still think it's worth watching, facing the fact that it's the last one. but by the looks of it, i doubt so... spidey 4 shud have more interesting villians.. heh, carnage? i dare the producers to use carnage. haha

{ 12:28 AM }

Monday, May 07, 2007

i hereby declare that once i finish my diploma exam on 1st June, i shall not touch the piano again.. not until i have to, eg: Worship band (but that's keyboard, ain't it?)

or unless i'm short of cash and needa coach students for $$

in the meantime, i shall work doubly hard for the exam. oh gosh, 3 wks is damn fast one. sheetz..

{ 10:50 PM }

Sunday, May 06, 2007

i'm sorry for not bloggin lately, cos i've been busy with tutorials and piano practising..

jus wanna share smth with u guys.. donno whether all u readers are Christians, but here's the reason why i believe in God. i pray that one day u'll experience what i've experienced..
love, hope, peace, purpose, family and most imptly, life..

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YOU SAY. GOD SAYS
God's Promises to live by..

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: "All things are possible" (Luke 18:27)

You say: "i'm too tired"
God says: "I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: "I love you" (John 3:16 & 3:34)

You say: "i can't go on"
God says: "My grace is sufficient" (2 Corinthians 12:9) & Psalm 92:15)

You say: "i can't figure things out"
God says: "I will direct your steps" (Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "i can't do it"
God says: "You can do all things" (Philippians 4:13)

You say: "i'm not able"
God says: "I am able" (2 Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "it's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it" (Romans 8:28)

You say: "i can't forgive myself"
God says: "I forgive you" (1 John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: "i can't manage"
God says: "I will supply all your needs" (Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: "I have not given you a spirit of fear" (2 Timothy 1:7)

You say: "i'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: "Cast all your cares on ME" (1 Peter 5:7)

You say: "i'm not smart enough"
God says: "I give you wisdom" (1 Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "i feel all alone"
God says: "I will never leave you or forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)

You say: "i'm useless"
God says: "You are fearfully and wonderfully made"
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when you speak, the fiercest of oceans be still
"Devotion" from Hillsong United, All of the Above

{ 8:44 PM }